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I hope no one has actually been reading this since I'm not doing a very good job of writing here. There just doesn't seem to be enough hours in the day! I remember when I was younger and days seemed like they were so long and I would never be able to fill a whole day with stuff to do. I would lie in bed all day long and just read and eat. I didn't have anything else to do. My day was completely my own. This wasn't all the time of course but pretty frequently. Now, I just can't even come close to getting all I should done in the course of a day. I don't know how other people manage! My head hurts when I think of all I should be doing and all I haven't done. I end up doing things half ass because I don't have the time to devote my whole ass to it. Things end up costing more since I don't have time to take advantage of deals or plan meals ahead of time or send in all the crap needed for a stupid rebate. I don't have time to gather all the stuff up that the IRS wants to avoid them taking away my house and paycheck so I put myself further into credit card debt to get them off my back. How did this happen? How did I go from having all the time in the world to no time at all? It doesn't seem like Sam takes up THAT much time that I can't do anything else. Or, does he? Is it the 40 hours a week that I have to spend working? But, lots of people work and lots of people have kids. Are these other people just better at life management than I am? Or, maybe they just can look like they are? I don't know... I just hope that someday soon, I can lie in bed for most of the day again and read and eat and not think about all that is not done. Not every day - just one day...